What a week... And it's not even over.

So I have been helping my mom out with babysitting my nieces and nephew. Tuesday I had Keegan, it was a beautiful day outside so we spent most of the time outside playing. He needed a diaper change(poop) so I began changing him, he wasn't cooperating well and decided to grab the diaper and throw it at me. All I remember is a piece of poop flying at me, hitting my shirt and then landing on the carpet. I gasped out of shock and lets just say when I looked down at him he had the biggest smile on his cute little face. How could I be mad. Today I took Alliscen and Halee to the park. Alliscen made a friend right away and ran with her new friend to meet her mom. Before I go on Alliscen likes to call me mom and pretend that I'm her mom. As I walked up to them Alliscen pointed to me and said "that's my other mom, I have two mommies". She also said "I just have two mom's, thats all, just mom's". I have never been so embarrassed in my entire life. Instead of walking up and explaining that I was her aunt, I just wanted to hide at the other side of the park, and that's what I did. I think the shock I was in left me speechless. I wonder what the rest of the week will bring me.

My favorite person.

Matt is my favorite person. He is always there for me.
He has so much love for me. He helps me with my anxiety.
He knows my hopes and dreams. I love him with all my heart.
I do not know who I would be without him. I love the idea
of being with him for all eternity.

FED UP!!

I am so fed up about the excessive amount of gray hair overtaking my beautiful brown hair. I'm 27 and have no family history of early signs of graying. I don't think I'm stressed, I really just don't know what is going on. I'm making an appointment for some highlights, it's all I can think about for fixing the problem. I really hope I can overcome my madness and realize that it is not the end of the world. For now I think I'm entitled for a little bit of panic. Is anyone in the same situation?